because it hurts and it makes our trust even more impossible to give out.
and it hurts.. I don’t want you out of my life
but I know I deserve better than that.
It just seems like every guy will disappear now
and I don’t trust anyone.
I just don’t feel strong enough to get hurt again.
I’m soo tired of caring more.
I thought you cared and we were going to become something.
You even acted like you cared more than I did..
I honestly am getting tired of it.
I’m tired of people walking in and out of my life
and they think it’s okay.
Yesterday was yesterday.
Just worry about today.
Try to make it the best day.
I try to do this, it’s harder than it sounds.
I’m tired of people talking trash about other people
I’m tired of people talking trash about their own friends.
Everyone hates being talked about,
so why do we continue to talk badly about other people?
Just because when I thought everything was perfect,
you disappeared.
I wasn’t ready for it
I wasn’t strong enough
and I don’t want to get hurt by anyone else
and I’m starting to not get my hopes up.
I use to give my trust and love out so fast to everyone,
but honestly I can’t trust anyone anymore.
I feel like everyone is taking advantage of how nice I am.
I just don’t know how to win when all I know how to do is lose.
I have been so sad lately.
It feels like no one cares
my family life used to be good,
but now there is constant fighting.
My friends don’t seem to be friends anymore.
And then there are backstabbers that put the
cherry right on top of my day.
Ugh. Bad day. :/
I’m not even capable of lying how I feel.
On the other hand,
I’m scared you are lying when you tell me how you feel
because I’ve been lied to so many times before
and I don’t want to get attached
or used to you being here…
and then disappearing out of no where.
I don’t want to get hurt.
